Monday, July 7, 2008
Typical Day
hey you! yeah you, the one reading this blog! thank you for taking time to come here and see this. ^^ you know, its been quite a relaxed day...went to school at 8, got home at 3 plus...so short! ^^ anyways, its been about 6 months since i last blogged...>.<...been REALLY really busy i guess...ahha...
today...my nokia 6610i spoiled...im wondering if nokia phones these days only look good...but cant last long? i mean, look at the phones of the past (from nokia i mean), they always lasted quite long, despite drops, water, rough working conditions...maybe they are concentrating on making cool looking phones and neglecting the hardiness of the phones these days??? i dunno...but i hope not...
hmm...you know? God has been pretty good to me these days...its me whos been unfaithful to Him. Repaying His kindness and love towards me with nothing but neglect and selfishness...and yet He loves me so...praise Him!
during the recent church camp, the speaker prophecied about me...said i would go into business...big big business...i wonder if im cut out for it? hopefully...but i know, if He calls me into it, He will guide me thru and give me the strength to do it...and do it well...
And during the church camp, i met a new friend from the church...someone i would not have normally spoken to very much. Her name is Zoe Pittas. Interesting person...her dads Greek, mums chinese..interesting mix there...haha. Anyway, i wonder why God would allow me to get to know someone like her...shes 14 this year...but you know? I dont regret ever having known her...she really nice...and mature...surprisingly self-confident...like they say, self-confidence in a girl is damm sexy..and its quite true...although im not interested in her at the moment...i have a bit too much on my mind to be thinking about going after a 14 year old girl...what would people say? i guess appearances do matter...
ahh yes, where was i? oh yes...my phone spoiled...so im going to get it looked at at the nokia shop in town tmr...im going down to go find cables and mike prices as well...hopefully i can find some good and cheap ones...compare prices and inform Daniel, then he will get the go-ahead from pastor Tim to go buy em...hope its good enuf for them...^^...ahh well...i can only do my best...
No time to get a girlfriend these days...busy busy busy...too busy with my own life to think about girls...although sometimes in my free time i do feel that little twinge of envy, envy of those who seem so happy together with someone else...and i had a chance not too long ago to become like that...but you know? i waited too long...someone else took her from me...that stupid idiot Ming Jie...ahh well...its not his fault, he never said he was'nt going to fight with me after all...haha....but you know? i hope shes happy...thats what matters. Sometimes...i just wish life were different.
Anyway, the 26th july event's practices and logistics are proceeding along quite well...no problems along the way...just had a practice at church...now quite tired...haha...you know, i hope God shows me the someone He made just for me someday soon....cos im going crazy...and this body is developing in a rather annoying way...always wants "something"...im not going to let this body do what it wants to...cos the flesh is sinful...it knows only the ways of man...not of God...but i will do only what is right...even if i do fail every now and then...im only human right?
the rest later...
JRomy Yam 18 years, 7 mths, 8 days
And still the unseen ones look on in silence, never saying a word
always onlookers, looking into the events and time that make up life.
What are they looking for? Why do they do nothing but keep watch?
Silence...is such a part of his life now...and they are there...in the silences
of this life.
JEROME signs off
@10:12 AM.
